well honestly, i don’t know if you are sent to hell because of it but it’s not what He wants. i do know that you were sent here with a perfect plan and a specific task. God wants you to be here, right now, wherever you’re at. commiting suicide is like going against His will. you’re disobeying and being rebellious and selfish. so, if you’re thinking about it, please don’t. i’ve heard that sucidal thoughts are natural. but actually doing it? i don’t think so.

i don’t know what you’re going through but i know that you have that inner strength. and God is watching you, taking care of you although it doesn’t really seem like that. it’s just lies we are told by the devil. he knows we’re going to be used by God in an unbelievable way so he makes us feel miserable, which is absolutely not true.

so, stay. cause someone out there needs you to be alive. and that someone is a person you may save from sin in a near future. imagine standing there in heaven and then someone says: “Hey! i know you.. you’re the one who saved my life. you’re the one who prayed for me and gave me hope through the name of Jesus. thank you. i wouldn’t be here if it wasn’t for you.”

imagine that. and that may happen if you just don’t die because of a temporary thought. great things are yet to come.